I’m 4 behind so I am going to just write. I haven’t come to the part where I feel better. What I want – to get to the part where this feels better. I’m not there yet. I wish I could write that I was. Not there yet. Maybe if I wrote more than enough words this would feel better. If this were a voyage. Let’s say voyage. This would be the part where the person sat in the back, listening to something.